a nightmare of dreams

i stayed awake
i never wanted to close my eyes
because i don't want this to end
i've had enough of those dreams

but your eyes were closing now
you wanted to get away with this
because you said you needed it to end
you've had enough of these nightmares

and we were torn and tattered
bitter and broken and battered

we had different melodies
our voices never blended
our colors never matched

what a love story
of just mere endings

CHROME

when i feel lonesome, tired and down
when my smiles look better as frowns
when it feels like there's no one to embraceme
when the colors fade and i can't see
i'll think of you and how you light me bright
you are the rainbow that makes me alright

when all things seem so black and cold
when there's nothing to cling on to and hold
when the warmth is gone and i'm left alone
when my voice doesn't seem like my own
i'll search the skies and look for you
you are the rainbow that sustains me through

when everything around seems just fine
when there's that glow that makes me shine
when there's much love it lets me be happy
when nothing else exists but you and me
i'll close my eyes and feel your embrace
you are the rainbow, with whom i shall stay

when i think of how you mean so much
when i long for your sight, smell and touch
when you tell me you love me and i begin to melt
when you kiss me sweet that's so heartfelt
i'll know how much i so love the whole of you
you are mine, you are my rainbow...

Suicide Note 1

Tear my shoulder blades
Cut, slice up my skin
Let my wings hang loose
'Cause this time, I wanna fly

Unshuffle the tangles
Clear up the blood smears
Make it shine, make it white
'Cause this time, I wanna try

Now, I'll flap them fine
Flap them right, flap them wide
Ride the winds, soar up high
'Cause this time, I want the sky

Reach the horizons far
Through each subdued sunset
And when the dark falls
I know it's time to cry

And tomorrow maybe, I'll die

IRIS

after the rain
and the deluge,
the coldness
and numbness,
the lightning
and the thunder,
the dangers
and jeopardies,
the mist, the fog
the blindness and tears,
the melancholies,
the pain and fears,

there's YOU.

and then
i'm fine again.

*IRIS - the personification of the rainbow

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